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I was sent the following two testimonies from Lancaster Diocese after Invocation 2012. Although they were published in the diocesan newspaper I've changed the names to respect their privacy on the web.
Sheila:
I
should know by now that nervousness before a Catholic weekend away is a sure
sign that I am going to have a brilliant time. I
was nervous as I arrived at the 'Invocation2012' event at St Mary's College
Oscott. Invocation2012 is a National Festival for discernment for vocations to
the priesthood or religious life. I was looking forward to going Catholic
camping, but apprehensive of what the weekend might bring up; what I might find
myself called to be. According to the organisers of Invocation2012, we were not
exactly on a retreat, nor at a conference; we were at a festival. It certainly
had all of the hallmarks of a festival; a threatening forecast, lots of mud,
some portaloos and plenty of tents!
This
however, was a festival with a difference. Held in the grounds of St Mary's
College, Oscott, (a seminary) it was a wonderfully varied weekend, going from
the basic (but fun) conditions of the sleeping in a field, through the mud, to
the plush conference marquee complete with comfy wicker chairs and white
cushions. Beyond there were large tepee tents for socialising and, crowning it
all of course, was the beautiful house and Chapel of Pugin design. Getting up at
4am to pray in the beautiful Chapel in front of the Blessed Sacrament, queuing
up for the excellent food whilst chatting to a nun and having a late night due
to a candlelight procession were just some of the special moments that made the
festival so good.
Discerning,
for me, has been at times very daunting and I was relieved to see that
Invocation understood that. Through workshops and talks we were given
invaluable advice but best of all, found ourselves encouraged and enthused. It
was not a recruitment or careers fair. There were many different orders of religious
but not overwhelmingly so. They were all kind and understanding, chatting with
us at mealtimes or sitting themselves down with us on the steps to ask us how
we were doing. The focus of the weekend was on prayer and a sense of enjoyment.
Fr Stephen Langridge wrote in his welcome that “we want you to go away from
here with the distinct impression that you experienced joy and enthusiasm over
the weekend, that you made new friends and were encouraged in your faith.” This
was certainly the case for me. It was a joy to meet new people who were at the
same stage as me, to be able to talk about our fears and longings and know that
the other understood. There was plenty of time just to chat and relax. It was
often in these informal conversations with both religious sisters and
discerners that I was helped the most.
Invocation2012
was extremely well organised and was professional without losing its heart. Indeed,
'heart' was a theme that ran through the weekend as we welcomed the Heart of St
John Mary Vianney on the Saturday night. The Liturgy and Veneration that
followed the next day was a highlight for many.
My
highlight came at the end of the Solemn Mass on Sunday. To the sound of the
most beautiful, glorious organ music the clergy filed slowly off the sanctuary
and down the Chapel. Amongst them were two Archbishops and at least two
Bishops, plus many priests, deacons and the seminarians. Due to the numbers
this took some time and the organ continued, music that, as a friend put it,
“lifted us to heaven”. I was overwhelmed with a sense of love for the Catholic
Church, my Church, and for my friends around me who had helped get me here. As
at the end of every Mass, once all the clergy had left the sanctuary they
turned as one towards the Blessed Sacrament in the tabernacle and genuflected. I
knew in those moments that no matter where or what God was calling me to,
whatever the challenges or struggles that I would have to overcome, everything would be fine, because I couldn’t help but love our
Catholic faith and ultimately, Jesus.
When
Oscott College was rebuilt in 1838 the man behind the project, Thomas
Walsh, had the aim that “Oscott would symbolise the renewal of Catholic life in
England.” What was the intent then seemed renewed again at Invocation2012. You
could not help but feel heartened by seeing at least 200 young people who all
turned up, despite bad weather, worries and natural apprehension, because we
felt called to respond to something in our hearts from God. Surely there is
indeed a renewal of Catholic life in England, and we are part of it. Thank you
to Invocation 2012 for helping me to make the next step.
Bruce:
The journey to invocation started months
ago. I saw advertised: "Any young man or woman between the ages of 16 and
35 who is serious about their relationship with God and is open to discerning
his will for their lives is welcome to come along". I read between the
lines and automatically thought this was being called be a monk or a priest
(how wrong I was by the end). Checking the website and thinking should I go, I
booked on and crazily signed up to sleep in a marquee. The less courageous
of us in the group bought their own tent. The worries rushed through our
minds: what was this weekend about? What is God going to do with us? Still a little
worried of what to expect, we battled on through the weather on Friday and
settled in. All these worries went to the back of our mind and we just jumped
into listening to the talks, varying from Bishops, sisters and our very own
Canon Luiz. There were different workshops on different subjects: Franciscans,
Apostolic lay work, the Carmelite order, what is prayer, called to be a priest
and so many others. In my eyes, I didn't
know what to expect about this weekend, but I was pleasantly surprised at the
peaceful and prayerful atmosphere that filled the place, it really helped to
understand what God calls us to be. I
learnt that I must open my heart to the Lord and get to know him. I know
relationships take time to develop but if I allow it and get to know God and
allow him to help, that is the greatest relationship we can ever have. The
outcome of the weekend for me? Well time will tell..